Walk Beside Me

Heyyyy, is TEDxUTAR!! This is my first event in the campus and also the first TEDx in UTAR. I got selected by them to join this event as a committee. Gained so much and freaking tired throughout the whole process too.  Currently addicted to this book, got it for rm18 only. Why men love bitches? Do you feel like you are too nice? Learn from this book.  This author actually delivered a unique perspective as to why men attracted to strong women. Sherry Argove encourages women who feel like doormats to develop a sense of independence. She is not teaching you to become a bitch but it will put you in the better state of mind instead. 

What's love is actually for me? When he appears, you will smile. That's the meaning of love for me. And.. It has been almost 3 years now. Glad that we are still holding our hand together, discovering the future together. To be honest, we had gone through a lot of obstacles for these few years. Different personality and different thought, maybe this is the reason to keep us attracted to each other? I have no idea how far we can go in the future, but I always told you that I appreciate the moment to be with you now.  I am adventurous, wild and love to interact with people while you are totally different. Sometimes I am wondering, prolly due to you had gone through a lot of things than me in Perth? You had been gone through the craziest moment in your past so you tend to chase after peaceful life now. I wish that my life could be like yours sometimes, at least I wanted to go through all these moments at the age of 24. Last week, I had a mini meltdown because I was ov...

Music, my life. Yesterday, I cried in front of Calvin. I was angry at him for some reasons then he figured out his own problem and apologized to me. He always told me that I am his best friend in his life,wondering how deep he likes me hahahaa. JK He told me that he wanted to get married around 28 years old, and asked me to attend his wedding. Before I went back, he said something to me. "Chloe, you are wild. I hope someone can take care of you, protect you. You know what you want in your life, just go and grab it then I won't be worried about you anymore." He always there to listen to me, protecting me and making fun of me. Sometimes, he hurts me too :( Well, who doesn't have flaws? so i forgive him. He acts like my dad, my brother in uni life. I always feel grateful to have such a great friend throughout my life. Actually, I had one last time, I lost him. Anyway, he is still inside my bottom heart. This is actually one of the reasons that I am afraid of...

Matcha latte, my favourite as usual.  Am I look like 24 years old? hahaha  Currently having chronic stress due to tons of assignments and FYP. Anyway, everything is going to end soon, have to buck up!  I choose Penang instead of Puchong for my internship next month. Penang prolly would be a nice place for me to explore.Finding for accommodation now which I hope the price would be cheaper and affordable.  Awaiting :D 

I got my offer from NLP center in Puchong and one of the famous hospitals in Penang. Still in a dilemma of choosing the workplace. Where should I go? The cost of freedom is always high, but Americans have always paid it. And one path we shall never choose, and that is the path of surrender, or submission. John F. Kennedy

Elegance is something more than ease  - more freedom from awkwardness and restraint. It implies a precision, a polish and a sparkling which is spirited, yet delicate -  Hazlitt Be an elegant one, be a smart but humble one. People always think that I am funny and joke a lot, well just enjoy our life when we have the chance to do so.   I miss home recently, wasn't able to go back for few months. This weekend is crunch week with lots of deadlines but I will do the hard work now and try to relax later on. This is mid sem stress fest.  Accidentally bumped into a long lost friend in MIDVALLEY,KL few weeks ago. My mind went blank when somebody hugged me hahaha. It has been 6 years we did not meet with each other since she moves to Kl. Still sweet, still pretty.  Sometimes, I do admire people with good command of English. Mingling with people who do not know to speak in Mandarin was a huge obstacle for me last time. Who knows they become my best friend...

So here am I again. Time flies. Sorry for not updating my blog. I am going to leave uni very, very soon. Had an audition for vjsearch last week and it was my best day ever. Getting anxious, pretending to be calm and I had done my best. Wasn't put high hope on it but I was truly satisfied with my first step. Dear my boyfriend, you are my ideal man in my life. You are romantic and I always romance you from time to time too, to keep the passion alive in a long-term relationship. I never buy present for you on your birthday or valentine day, just because you don't like it and you just want me to be with you. Thanks God for that, I love the way you act and think. They said love is the best antidepressant and hell yeah, I am going to agree on that. We have gone through up and down, it is almost 3 years now. I do not believe in love at first and same goes to you. Well, we have made it through this far and i believe that we will make it through. ********************************...