Walk Beside Me

不知道如何来回应你四年里对我的喜欢。你的一切一切，都感觉很美好。如果那时候你也像现在那样的成熟了，或许我们早就在一起了。如果如果。。有很多的如果，我不敢想象。 你的喜欢，我心领了。男朋友对我很好，非常有耐心。

你会不会忽然的出现，在街角的咖啡店，我会带着笑脸，和你寒暄，不去说从前，只是寒暄，对你说一句，只是说一句，好久不见…我一直都在幻想这样的情景。咖啡，总能让我联想好多。如果用爱情来比喻，那 爱情不像喝啤酒，有一大桌人， 爱情 应该像喝咖啡，一个人在角落安静地品尝。我喜欢咖啡，喜欢它的香味，喜欢咖啡的苦与甜，喜欢它在适当的时候给予我不同的感觉。咖啡对于我，就是有如此的魔力。

Heyyyy, is TEDxUTAR!! This is my first event in the campus and also the first TEDx in UTAR. I got selected by them to join this event as a committee. Gained so much and freaking tired throughout the whole process too.  Currently addicted to this book, got it for rm18 only. Why men love bitches? Do you feel like you are too nice? Learn from this book.  This author actually delivered a unique perspective as to why men attracted to strong women. Sherry Argove encourages women who feel like doormats to develop a sense of independence. She is not teaching you to become a bitch but it will put you in the better state of mind instead. 

What's love is actually for me? When he appears, you will smile. That's the meaning of love for me. And.. It has been almost 3 years now. Glad that we are still holding our hand together, discovering the future together. To be honest, we had gone through a lot of obstacles for these few years. Different personality and different thought, maybe this is the reason to keep us attracted to each other? I have no idea how far we can go in the future, but I always told you that I appreciate the moment to be with you now.  I am adventurous, wild and love to interact with people while you are totally different. Sometimes I am wondering, prolly due to you had gone through a lot of things than me in Perth? You had been gone through the craziest moment in your past so you tend to chase after peaceful life now. I wish that my life could be like yours sometimes, at least I wanted to go through all these moments at the age of 24. Last week, I had a mini meltdown because I was ov...

Music, my life. Yesterday, I cried in front of Calvin. I was angry at him for some reasons then he figured out his own problem and apologized to me. He always told me that I am his best friend in his life,wondering how deep he likes me hahahaa. JK He told me that he wanted to get married around 28 years old, and asked me to attend his wedding. Before I went back, he said something to me. "Chloe, you are wild. I hope someone can take care of you, protect you. You know what you want in your life, just go and grab it then I won't be worried about you anymore." He always there to listen to me, protecting me and making fun of me. Sometimes, he hurts me too :( Well, who doesn't have flaws? so i forgive him. He acts like my dad, my brother in uni life. I always feel grateful to have such a great friend throughout my life. Actually, I had one last time, I lost him. Anyway, he is still inside my bottom heart. This is actually one of the reasons that I am afraid of...

Matcha latte, my favourite as usual.  Am I look like 24 years old? hahaha  Currently having chronic stress due to tons of assignments and FYP. Anyway, everything is going to end soon, have to buck up!  I choose Penang instead of Puchong for my internship next month. Penang prolly would be a nice place for me to explore.Finding for accommodation now which I hope the price would be cheaper and affordable.  Awaiting :D 

I got my offer from NLP center in Puchong and one of the famous hospitals in Penang. Still in a dilemma of choosing the workplace. Where should I go? The cost of freedom is always high, but Americans have always paid it. And one path we shall never choose, and that is the path of surrender, or submission. John F. Kennedy